beside you there

Sister,

I shutter with you. I cry as you cry and I feel my insides ripped within me for although I was not physically present, I feel it as I imagine you felt it. What you heard, what you saw, what you must carry now, how you don't know what to do although you would like to do something, I feel it too.

Sister,

While I do not question why God allows one to fall and the other to stand, I only know that I am so thankful that you are safe. Questions will all be answered in due time by He who "laid the foundations of the earth". Why does one fall and another remain standing? We can only trust and wait for the time when "in (our) flesh, we will see God." Kelly is now safely waiting for that day.

I love you.