HOG WASH
In response to a certain comment, I have NEVER hit the lip area intentionally in the greeting or farewell Polish culture kiss. FURTHERMORE, I seem to remember someone trying to give me a "birthday present" in Kazimierz Dolny and what was my response? I believe there was some screaming and pushing and some saying of "no." Oh yeah, I really wanted to give and receive that birthday present. I think that situation has been attempted more than once with the same reaction everytime. Give me a break.
posted by lady be good @ 6:16 AM
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Dearest Dolly,
It's true that you usually resist such moves, but you have on a number of occasions inititated the very same maneuver (intentionally or not, I have no way of knowing). The most recent occurrence was not even 2 weeks ago when you bypassed me to hug Hunter, then returned to me and gave me a nice kiss squarely on the lips. A previous time was a few weeks ago in your room in Podkowa. Perhaps you simply don't remember these kisses. That's fine. Additionally, you've said and done many other things over the past year and a half that I've interpreted as signs that your feelings towards me go well beyond mere friendship. So please forgive me for getting it all wrong.
It is certainly not my attention here to prove you wrong, or fight or argue with you, or make you feel bad, or embarrass you, or air dirty laundry in public.
Dolly, you are one of my best friends, and I truly love you as a friend and sister. I enjoy your company, your sense of humor, your creativity and love of life, your knowledge of the Bible and love of God, and so many other things. You are truly a special gift to anyone who knows you.
I am deeply grieved by the current situation whereby you won't afford me an avenue to communicate with you save via this blog. You have an absolute right to push me aside, however, and I respect that right and your wishes. I don't mean to invade your privacy, and please forgive me if I am doing that. Furthermore, please forgive me for causing you whatever pain and harm that I have obviously caused you. That was never my intention. Due to the fact that you won't answer or return my calls or smses, I know of no other way to contact you. However, I don't feel answering you on this blog is appropriate, and from now on I won't. So when and if you ever change your mind and would like to talk to me, I invite you wholeheartedly. Until then I will respect your right and desire for privacy and distance. I will most certainly miss you.
Love, Mike
Commenting on my own blog- a first indeed. I'm leaving this "aired out dirty laundry" letter on the blog to prove I have nothing to hide in this situation and everyone deserves a fair chance to state their case. However I would like for the record to state that I have absolutely no recolation of two events Mr. Dunagin has described. I am so sure because of a personal decision I have made regarding this activity that only has once been kinda-sorta maybe a little compromised, and not by Mike. The last time I participated in said activity, it was so good that I want to remember it exactly as that. Sorry if that comment hurts anyone, but that is why I am so so so sure that I try to avoid this activity at all costs.
is it ok to be confused? cause i am.. but anyway I love u and miss you soo much! Please update too! catch ya later.
Now, that's some confusion. I do not understand, why You firs deny the fact, and then explain yourself. From what I gather , what you are saying is a head-on lie. If you cannot accept the thruth, then why do you still get engaged in the whole subject?!!! Just accept it, and let your feelings lie on the table, or erase it from your consciosness, and move on to your normal life. But DO NOT LIE AND HIDE YOUR TRUE INTENTIONS, WHILE SAYING OTHERWISE!!!!!!!
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