Waiting to Exhale
Not to quote a cheesy pointless movie or anything, but the anxiety and anticipation are real.
There was a time when I thought I could see most of the steps of my life clearly before me from graduation to marriage to job and beyond. Now I cannot see past June 10. My life is in God's hands, and there is peace in that. However I still have my preferences, and there is no where else on earth I would rather be next year than in Warsaw, Poland, writing my Master's thesis and getting ready to throw in the educational towel for a while. The requirements to make that happen seem daunting and I am so scared. Everytime I think I've found a loop hole, there is a hitch instead.
I've also got a terribly long and complicated 'to do' list, which began shedding wood on today (can I use that idiom here?). I filled out my FAFSA online and paid my two WKD fines. Next will be to write THE LETTER concerning the school of English, get my maldunek, take my Polish final (Thursday), pick up my visa (ONCE AND FOR ALL), apply for the papers that official state where my Polish family were born and how they are related to me, apply for green card, PRAY PRAY PRAY... and it goes on and on. Should any of these events be prevented from occuring, there is another long list waiting to be picked up in it's place. Where there is a will there is a way! If I believe it strongly enough it must be true!
To loose Poland now- I just don't know how I would take it.
posted by lady be good @ 9:15 PM
6 Comments:
God shows His power when we are powerless in dire straits. He did and will overcome!!! :)
To loose Dolly now - we just don't know how we would take it. :(
Sleep well.
Peter
sorry, To lose Dolly now - we just don't know how we would take it. :(
dp
hey babe! I'm praying!! although i i didn't catch most of it i did catch the green part. I'm sorta multitasking here so.. yea! Sorry for not really talking I have soo much on my mind! u know what I mean! xoxoxoxo latas! hope you feel better... :( PRaying! fingers crossed as well!!
hi,
Great Blog! Except you kinda sound like my mommy.Scary isn't it? She's always saying "I alawys have a 'Big List' that I never complete." Then she goes on saying that we're slow her down. But a sweet girl like me can't slow anyone down. ;)
I have a horrible worry. Are you never coming back ?If you aren't I'll be stuck with Nicole and that very scary. Why do think I have a brother for. Anyway the point is that you can't stay in Poland forever, even though it's really beautiful and bright. Well you can stay there,but take me with you! Please!
Love,
Emmie
P.S. Please take me with you because ya know I'am goodlookin', sweet, and i don't cost much.
oh! I see the little picture now!! I was looking for it in the entry! Stupid me.. So cute and so totally you! If i get in the mood I'll get them myself! If I become any more like you I could be considered your long lost twin! seriously!
And did you notice the comment from Emily?? That took her almost a whole hour to type!! she wanted to type it all by herself so I let her. She HAS read your blog before but never had enough time to actually say anything about it. And BTW I am going to ask Kaylee's mom to pick up those books for me since my mom isn't willing to take that extra 5 minute ride to the library. Maybe I can possibly talk her into doing that tomorrow.:) Love you lots and lots and always and forever!
oh!!! and if you take Emily before or if you take her in place of me I will forever be deeply hurt!!! :'( ;) AND another thing I reread your blog so it all prosessed through my head. G2G now..
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